Today I want to talk about my husband and my kids. I love them very much. About my husband, his name is Aaron. Sometimes, we argue about small things and other times we argue about big things. We don't always see eye to eye, but he is my husband. God gave me Aaron, 16 years ago, to be part of my family. In June, we will be knowing each other 17 years. Aaron is a truckdriver and he is home every night and on week-ends. It is a great job and I am proud of him for all the hard work he does. Aaron, also, works in the church. He works with the some of the boys' of our church. The Royal Rangers is wonderful for all boys and men. Although, I feel like I am a lone at times, Aaron loves me and tries to be there for me.
Aaron helps me with our 5 kids. We home-school and it can be tough. Aaron is so busy and I am at home working with the kids. Aaron works with them as much as he can. It is hard for me, because I am learning a long with them.
I am not making any excuses, but I did have a small learning problem when I was a child. I grew out of it. I didn't think of my self smart. I gave up to easy. I don't want my kids to give up. Maybe, that is one reason I work so hard to help them learn.
My husband has helped me to understand I can do it, but I start crying at times, because I feel like it is my fault if they don't understand something. You see, I have a hard time explanning things. I think my kids understand that we want the best for them. None of them want to go back to school. I know my kids work harder at home, but they love being at home, too. I think, us adults forget how it was in school with the bullies. Now days, fights break out and teachers have trouble with kids. (We all know why that is)
Before we adopted Ryan, he was in junior middle school. His teacher called me up one day trying to explain to me why Ryan had to go to the office. I understood why and I wasn't mad. Ryan has a problem with women. This teacher was a men, but he had to have a sub. He told the kids if they got their names put down on paper, that he would have to send them to the office. The teacher was feeling bad about it and told me he had to keep his word, because if he didn't, he wouldn't be able to find a sub. to teach for him. That is sad to be afraid that no one will take your place if you are out sick or something. I truely understood, but I didn't understood why he was so worried about me being upset. I guess a lot of parents would be really upset about it and be mad at the teacher. I DON'T think the teacher was wrong and I think kids should get into trouble when ever they do something that is wrong. Teachers shouldn't be scared of kids or parents.
Well, I will hush about this subject.
